• When I seriously think about my desired future self, life plans, and the basis for my actions, I tend to become distressed.

    • Ultimately, no matter how much I struggle, I always end up with the question of “What is the meaning of life?”
  • As a way to confront this, I thought of the following:

    • Relativism→Falling into Nihilism and seeing the loss of guidance as negative.
    • Believing in the meaning of life without any basis.
      • Is this what Nietzsche talked about?
      • However, I want to avoid getting stuck in believing something once and being unable to break free from it.
      • In the uncertain world ahead, it is easy for something like “setting a goal and wholeheartedly embracing it, but then having the premise collapse” to occur.
  • As a third approach, there seems to be a perspective on life like the following:

    • Having a foundation of an ephemeral view of life, but immersing oneself in a mode of believing in some goal as a whimsical moment.
    • Imagining putting on and taking off a VR headset called “the meaning of life and what to strive for.”
      • There are various VR headsets such as “conducting interesting research,” “making money,” “spending enriching time with people,” and “living a lifestyle like the mist of the world.” By wearing them, one can immerse oneself in those experiences.
      • However, keeping the option of taking off the VR headset in mind.
    • Benefits:
      • Most worries can be resolved by living in the moment.
        • When living with some purpose, events can become “bad events.”
          • For example, “not being able to submit an assignment by the deadline is bad because it will lower my GPA and cause trouble for graduate school entrance exams.”
        • However, if deep down you believe that those are goals you set for yourself, you won’t worry too much.
      • Avoiding a wasted life.
        • Even if you could fully embrace an ephemeral view of life, you would probably end up wasting your life.
      • Adding color and enjoyment to life.
        • Personally, I would choose a meaningful life over a meaningless one.
  • This text may not be about my desires of “I want to be like this,” but rather a description of understanding the mechanism of “I think I will become like this.”

    • I generally think that I prefer a life with goals and meaning over a life without them.
    • I also accept relativism/the absolute meaninglessness of life.
    • With that in mind, I choose to immerse myself in some goal as an ephemeral judgment.
  • Is this Thoughts on Emptiness? (blu3mo)

    • The philosophy of emptiness may be the basis of relativism.
    • With that said, I want to know what Buddhism has to say about it. (blu3mo)(blu3mo)(blu3mo)