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  • Based on the usual schedule, I haven’t received any emails at this point, so it’s probably not happening.
  • I think the list will be posted on the IPA website soon, so let’s maintain a mindset that won’t be shocked.
    • Even if it’s not published and listed, try to have a mindset of “I already knew.”
  • I once again realize that this situation of “probably not successful but not confirmed” is mentally challenging.
    • I felt the same way when I wasn’t selected for 未踏2019.
    • Well, it’s good that I can take a shock-absorbing stance.
  • Update: Yeah, it didn’t work out after all.
  • Well, it can’t be helped.
  • However, I’m feeling a little sad.
    • It’s okay to feel frustrated, but it’s not good for my Self-Esteem to decrease because of this.
      • (In fact, there’s never a good situation for a decrease in self-esteem, right?)
  • I’m currently feeling that my Implementation Skills were weak after all.